Today kind of sucks. I think I'm just depressed because 1-It's icky and cold outside. 2-I'm all alone in the apartment because Andrew had to go to the school to work on homework. And 3- Because I'm furthering my depression by looking at the profiles of people I used to know/talk to and feeling left out.
Granted, it's not their fault. Sometime you just drift away from people, especially when you don't know them very well. I'm sure that goes for all people. It's just that my high school is having a 5 yr reunion and I can't go. Not that I particularly wanted to go. I was never really that close to my class anyway. But seeing all these people who are still friends and do still keep in contact with each other. It makes me sad. And it doesn't help that I'm stuck in my apartment alone. If it were at least NICE out, I could go out and distract myself from feeling so bummed out.
I really like it here in Chicago. I really really do.
But sometimes I miss home.
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