Long story short, today has left me spirit battered and tired with the adrenaline that's been coursing through me hoping to get a damned phone call to find out if I got the job. No call. That doesn't seem like it's a good thing. So now I am deflated, annoyed (partly about the job and partly about a guy who keeps showing up at work and bothering me), and torn between crying and just not caring. Not to mention I got SO excited today to find out that one of my favorite authors (L.A. Meyer) published a new book to the Jacky Faber series under my nose and it's been out since the end of September. And then I go to the bookstore to give it a look over and they don't have it. How do you NOT have that book? *sigh*
Granted, come tomorrow if I get a call and find out I got the job I'll feel mighty silly being borderline depressed but right now I feel like burying myself under a lot of blankets, telling the world and my cell phone to go away, and reading until I can't keep my eyes open anymore.
And on top of that, I think the cat just threw up....-.-
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